আমি

 


আমি,
ফুটপাতে চিরুনি চালিয়ে জড়ো করেছি
জীর্ণ ফুলের মত মৃগী দাঁতের পাটির কঙ্কাল
আমি,
ঝাড়ু মেরে জমাতে পেরেছি
সারারাত ঝরে পড়া মৃত কবির ছাই
আমি,
তন্নতন্ন করে মহাপৃথিবী খুঁজে দেখেছি
আসলে নিরুদ্দিষ্ট কবির খোঁজে তল্লাশ
আমি,
বসন্তের হাওয়াকে পাইপে টেনে
লিভারে নিয়ে গেছি তারপর
কফের মধ্যে উঠে এসেছে কবিতা
আমি,
এই শহরের অটোরিকশায় চেপে
দেখতে চেয়েছি কোলোনের দেবতা
এই,
মড়াপোড়া ছায়াঢাকা কোলোনের টানেল দিয়ে
আমি পৌঁছাতে চেয়েছি শহরের প্লাষ্টিক হৃদয়ে
অসংখ্য ভাল্ব বসানো অলিন্দ নিলয়ে
আমি,
ঢুকে পড়েছি ঘন্টা মিনিট সেকেন্ডের গর্ভে
রক্তবাহ সাঁতরে হৃদয়ে পৌঁছে শুনেছি মর্গের চেম্বারে
ডোমেরা নেচে গাইছে, " কাজল নয়নে যুথী মালা গলে "
ময়দানে তখন হওয়া খাচ্ছিলেন উত্তমমধ্যম কুমার।

সন্দীপ চক্রবর্তী
বম্বে
৪-২-২০১৭

(চিত্রসূত্র: ভ্লাদিমির কুশ, হাই এক্সিস্টেন্স)

 

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